The Pain of My Heart

Being a fat girl does bother me all the times..it may look as if nothing is supposed to be disturbed by having a body larger than other ordinary people..in fact, I shall let any of you being in my shoes..honestly, being fat means being annoyed by even the ones whom you thought love and care for you damn much..I feel i now as he left me..I guess all the men are the same..they only lokk for cute, nice body girl instead of wasting their time looking at person whom may embarassed them when they walk with person like me..in easy word, I disgust people as the look at me especially guys..that's why I got dumped and as I fall in love with someone, he didn't even bother to look and know me..they even ran away and get as far as theycould from me when they realized that I like them..heh...damn difficult aight?? I don't know what else should I say right now..indeed, aia've got lots to say but somehow they didn't appear to say it loud right now..I shall take my time..