The Pain of My Heart

Being a fat girl does bother me all the times..it may look as if nothing is supposed to be disturbed by having a body larger than other ordinary people..in fact, I shall let any of you being in my shoes..honestly, being fat means being annoyed by even the ones whom you thought love and care for you damn much..I feel i now as he left me..I guess all the men are the same..they only lokk for cute, nice body girl instead of wasting their time looking at person whom may embarassed them when they walk with person like me..in easy word, I disgust people as the look at me especially guys..that's why I got dumped and as I fall in love with someone, he didn't even bother to look and know me..they even ran away and get as far as theycould from me when they realized that I like them..heh...damn difficult aight?? I don't know what else should I say right now..indeed, aia've got lots to say but somehow they didn't appear to say it loud right now..I shall take my time..

Something to Talk About

Nowadays, as time passed by, I've got quite a lot to say...blog had become the right place for me to talk of things over...as to start with, I wanna say something about my life recently...overall, life's not as good as before...I started to think that my life in simple words are DAMN SUCKS!! My following notes are all the things I want to confess tonight...

Just a Piece of Mind

As my laptop isn't with me nowadays, I've turned out to pass quite a lot of important things regarding my study...I've missed the jpa scolarship and even the ptptn requirement form..as it turned out to be like this and as Shafiq got his new netbook which I'm damn grateful by that save me..and as I started to log in to Facebook, I read a few things especially in The Great 2f13 group..currently, everyone is busy with their preparation into getting to university this September..some talks had appear about that..when I started to survey their blog achievement, I had the feelings that my classmate always talk about good things in their life..unlike me whom always waste my time on something unuseful, I started to feel embarassed by that..sometimes, I had a feeling that all I want in my life is just a pile of money to satisfy my requirement..now, I started to think of something else..something that I hope could change the way I act, the way I talk to another people and the way I treat people especially the ones whom I love vey much..